Because I really hate Facebook.

Because of that, I am back.

Here because after months, maybe years of dispising Facebook for being a bunch of dickbags over our information, I find that I am mostly sick of the misinformation that you get. That's not all Facebook's fault. It's all our fault. We only post the glowing happy shit out there, never showing all the real facets of our everyday lives. It sucks, it's so disingenuous. I am mostly sick of the news. All the shitty news, All the inaccurate news. All of the gullible people who don't do their responsibility as fucking adults to question everything, and not just be led by news sources that are really out to scare you, and those same people need to be scared to be led. It really saddens me, and it has challenged many friendships along the way. I'll get into some of this later.

Hello everyone!

Marriage

So, what's new out there for me? I'm getting married! Yeah, I am marrying Jamelah Earle, the truly better half of me that makes me a better person as a whole. My partner in all my crimes, my hiking buddy, and my voice of reason in what sometimes can be shitty days, sometimes good ones. Regardless, she is there, and it makes me very happy. The kids are really happy about the idea of having a mom and dad back in the house together, and they love Jamelah a lot. I am a really shitty cook, I think besides needing a reasonable, strong female figure in their lives, they are really hoping she will teach me to not cook like shit. I am kinda hoping for that too 😏

Us on our biggest hike at observation point in Zion NP

House

That brings the next update, Jamelah and I are getting a house together! We close on a house in Albion Monday. In my usual chaotic and "in one big holy shit pile" method we are doing all these thing together at once. The house is a terrifying thing for Jamelah, and understandably so, This is the first time on her own in literally decades, and not just picking me up as her new live-in, but 3 very noisy, but loving girls every other week will be a enormous hurdle for her to overcome. She is very used to a very quiet household. We will all have a lot to learn through this, I really hope we all find the balance to cohabitate as fast as possible.

Front view of the new place

Side view of the new place

Backyard view of the Kalamazoo river

Our wannabe Presidential Cheeto that I refuse to call by name in this blog...

So, the report we all anticipated for years made it to the Department of Justice yesterday

https://www.cnn.com/2019/03/23/politics/donald-trump-robert-mueller-report-russia/index.html

I can't believe that piece of shit didn't get indicted. I trust that Mueller did his job the best he could. The report was never going to be the smoking gun. His actions on a daily basis shown his true dickbag self. People need to take a hard look not just at the shit he says on a daily basis, but really look at what he doesn't say. He give zero shits for a majority of America and has no interest in caring for them as time goes on. He needs us all out of the way, and any cost so he and his family and friends get richer. It's frustrating. It's sad. It's not how a leader should lead. He and every Republican that enabled or ignored this NEED TO BE VOTED OUT. For your families, for your environment, and for people's well being vote against these people in 2020. I say it that way because the next election is going to require a lot of people who support a lot of good platforms to come together to vote against a 40% voter base who are very well aligned and love what they hear out of their leader, no matter what stupidity it is that falls out of his mouth. Independents, Libertarians, Green Party, Democrats are going to need to rally to get him out. I pray it happens. I pray for a majority of America to care and put whomever it is that comes out as the strongest leader to drop their convictions, and work toward a greater good, greater than that racist motherfucker in office.

But back to Facebook...

Anyway, yeah, hating Facebook and the sides of people I dislike. I am trying to get out. I know i'll relapse, but you have to start somewhere. Its shown a side of some of my family and friends I never wanted to see. Maybe I needed to see it? Maybe it showed us a side we all needed to see? Maybe it helped us to keep an eye on the people we never suspected could act and feel that way. I hate seeing the fake news I get from friends on it. It sometimes makes my day worse. And I can't stop watching it sometimes. I should stop but there I am staring at it, day after day. Hour after hour. Makes me hate myself sometimes. I feel my place to land socially down the road is Instagram for photo sharing and a blog to share my thoughts. Maybe Facebook just to connect the group I am connected to to a place I transition to. But seriously, fuck Facebook.

Those are the thoughts for now, going to try to keep this going on this page.