(This is work stuff, feel free to not read if you are expecting Chloe Updates...)
I am trying to stay humble here, respecting the fact that I have a great job, and it is more than I could of possibly imagined a year ago. HOWEVER, I have to admit there has been something bothering me at the office. I had a bit f a run-in with my boss a month or so ago, and attempted to arrange a meeting that the boss interpreted as me completely stepping on his toes. Surprisingly for me, it wasn't really my intent, but be it as it may, he was pissed nonetheless. I apologized emphatically for the incident, but as a result of it, I am on some sort of "Blacklist" Rich is getting all the development work and I am not getting shit, he is even getting more than one at a time, which totally blows away what the boss implied to me "Your next in line..." he said. That ain't happening. I respect the fact that for a few months, as I have called it, will be "Double Secret Probation," but after February, this shit better stop. I am as good as these guys, I deserve a crack at these projects. Rich has been getting ALL of the IP phone work, and I have been getting all of the day-to-day. It irritates me, but I will do my best to get back in the good graces of everybody. I feel like al the superiors have some sort of issue that they are not addressing with me. Even Jason, after asking him point blank how I was doing, and what I could be doing differently, answered after a long pause, and a specific expression showing that he was holding something back. I don't like that feeling. Most of these concerns are in my head, but it is nice to put them on paper.
